Tattoo tethered to Artur
I know a bunch of stuff happened leading to this point, but I don't remember it because the end felt so heavy. But there was an older white lady who, for whatever reasons lead up to this point, wanted to pay for me to get tattooed by Artur. I'd told her it was $130 an hour, but she happily said she wanted to pay him $200 an hour plus a tip. I tell this to Daystar, and she is livid. She thinks it should be her, not Artur. She storms off to her bed. I follow her and lay face to face with her and we argue this. She then says, in fact, I just want this for looks and taking money from this lady for this art would be adding an impurity to my body. And that the white ladies money could be better put to other things, and donated. I think for a long time and choose to tell her that my body is sacred ~ I literally offer, sell and share it with strangers, also as a sacred act and if I wish to adorn it with a symbol of someone I am tethered to, it is important and my valid right to. I woke up immediately after ~standing up to her.~