gorilla man

in the first part of the dream i guess i was at the daycare/mental hospital type place i had tried to go to mexico but i guess i didnt understand how things worked well enough so my mom and other people sent me there and i was trapped there and we were doing kid like activities and stuff but also they were controlling our diets and idk schedules and everything so it was like a mental institution and for some reason they particularly didnt like me and then in the second part of the dream i went downstairs to get some food all on my own this time without any help and i was struggling to... and so then i was like fuck it and j got on the tablet and i called my dad i knew he was on drugs right now but i was like i don't care i was like dad please let me come over now please let me come over there you don't have to pick me up i'll walk just tell me where you are i miss you i need you i need to get out of this place they have me in this mental hospital type place and i didn't even do anything wrong i was just a bit confused about stuff and they wanted somewhere to put me and this place is weird i wanna leave. and he seemed ok the fence about it like because he knew he was on drugs so he didn't think he wanted to be around me but also he knew i was in that weird mental hospital mom put me in where i didn't belong and i was begging him to let me come a oh and i remember now in the first dream ahheheheeh this is a bit weird but i was in this school type place and i had just moved there and it was a small town so everyone knew each other. and i had been hidden away in the apartment for a few days cause my mama was still deciding if it was just a vacation but i guess we'd been there for long enough that she'd gotten brainwashed/trapped there. and she was still out doing stuff so i went out to the cafeteria to get some breakfast by myself and then this family came up to me and sat next to me and i was scared they were gonna be mean but they were being really nice and helping me and feeding me and they were like i guess you're moving in here huh well it's time for you to go to school and one of the younger girls around my age came up and held my hand to make me feel more welcome and we walked to school and i was asking what it was like living in a small town school and if there was a lot of drama and she was saying sort of. but i guess what was really the big reveal was the whole school was controlled by this giant animalistic gorilla man he was just fully a giant gorilla with very sharp fangs and as soon as he came in the lunchroom everyone went still and sat up straight and quiet. and he was walking around the room and he was like ahhh i'm sure you think i don't notice this new little girl from america. and i felt all tense because for some reason i knew i smelled good so i tried to make myself smaller. and then with gigantic gorilla hands that maybe spanned half my body he started touching and feeling me. then up and i felt a bit embarrassed that he was so good at it and everyone was watching. then after that i was scared and somebody said what is the one place you can hide. and i was like you're not serious there's nowhere i can hide. and they kept pointing to the cameras and i was like what do you mean and they finally just said aloud places with no cameras like bathrooms. and i was like bruh hell no bathroom doors are so flimsy. but they finally convinced me to run away and so i wa declared running away so one of the teachers was trying to help hide me in one of the playrooms. and she did a horribly shitty job of hiding me she didn't even cover me up with a. blanket once i was in there and behind a few plushies. and then she left and the gorilla guy came in again and he immediately came over and ripped away all the stuff i was hiding behind... but then his whole demeanor had changed and he was like a tiny slightly nerdy monkey now and he was confused why i was so scared. but then we left the room and it was as if they entire school had been give. aphrodisiacs.