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so I was on the walking on the side of the road and I met these other girls and we were trying to get home before dark but then one of the girls got sick so we went in this house and were trying to help her but then we didn't realize the house wasn't abandoned. People actually lived in it and the people came home and we were like apologizing being like oh my God I'm sorry we're so sorry we thought this place was abandoned. We were just trying to help her because she's sick, and the lady started waving a knife at us at first like a pocket knife, but then they chilled out. They were being chill, but at the same time they wouldn't really let us leave the house. They made us stay there with them, and I was sort of gettingthe vibes of the crackhouse a little bit or just you know there's like those off vibes. And anyway, we didn't see any drugs or anything but to be honest in my head I kept wondering hey I wonder if I could get one of them to give me some syringes and styff so I could use this heroin I've had for a while, and I kept thinking that in my head, wondering if it was good if it was safe to ask. and then I didn't really need to because one of the guys took us all to the back room and he had a bunch of heroin and he was like one of y'all needs to do this right now. I'm gonna shoot one of y'all up and the other two girls were terrified and they were scared like they were like no we don't wanna do it and the guy was like i don't care I'm doing it to one of y'all and he wouldn't take no for an answer. So I volunteered because I kind of wanted to do it anyway, and it was his heroin and it wasn't even my stuff he was using his own stuff and it was more pure stuff. So he started gathering it in the syringe and I was at first a concern by how much he was gathering, but then he evened it out a bit more to a normal dose. Then he went to administer it, and at first, I was scared the angle he was injecting, but then I realized he was just doing the initially piercing the needle through the skin and then he angled the needle correctly. So he started you know, pushing the needle in to get to the vein and I was like moaning. just it felt so pleasurable I was moaning and stuff. and he was like frowning like why are you upset it doesn't hurt that much. and i was like oh no it just feels so good. and he was like oh okay and he seemed pleased. and and then especially as he was injecting it, I was moaning a bunch because he was doing it nice and slow and professional and it felt so good. idk why i sexualize all of it so much The high was really nice. I mean my arm was hurting a little bit from like the injection, but the high was so nice and it was messed up because after I came down, I was like I immediately wanted some more.