sad alice in chains

5/12/2025|By lileryn

i don't remember the first part of the dream was like really weird and we had to do this weird thing for daddy the whole world was weird and sort of following strange magical rules and then we had to do this sacrifice thing were we walked up really close to a. diamond rattlesnake and whoever could do it for the longest amount of time was safe but whoever did it the shortest and/or got bit had to be the sacrifice for daddy... and i didn't know he was really gonna bring us back/revive us after idk i should've trusted him cause it was all part of his plan but because i didn't trust him everything got messed up and remy got bit my the rattlesnake and i was so worried about him i was holding him and i was like fix him fix him revive him or i hate you ill kill my self ill run away ill never talk to you again and daddy seemed pretty hurt he was trying to explain why the plan was messed up now and he was trying to figure out something new on the spot and while i was all mad at him this random person came and was trying to take advantage of the rift in our relationship because he didn't like my daddy and wanted to do something bad to him and he couldn't enter our sacred house for very long because it was magically protected but he was able to lure me out and i suppose his goal was too use me as a key to get in there. he had a an office right across the street from where my house was and on the outside it just looked like an old large warehouse i guess my dada was keeping it very well magically hidden but on the inside it was this big extravagant old fashioned mansion from the 17 or 1800s anyway i started to feel bad i suppose i just really wanted remy to be okay again and i can't explain like the feeling of magic in that world but like things running out of time anyway in second dream i was watching alice in chains in their early days and "more professional" management had first gotten a hold of them and was controlling their schedule. and it seemed chill at first on the outside just them practicing and it was layne's birthday so he seemed pretty excited even tho people were being kind of sarcastic about it like he was a child? but as soon as i started paying attention to the little details it was kind of disgusting and super manipulative like the management would make it seem nice but really they were putting tons of pressure on the boys and posing it to where they would seem like it was their choice but really they had no choice. like for example they were trying to get the boys to do this interview with this random guy none of them had met before and the manager was just casually like "yeah this isn't really the kind of guy you want to skip out on, like you don't want your reputation to be 'oh i rejected this guy and made him wait' hahaha anyway im gonna go get you guys some snacks and we can be all ready for the interview alright!" just pretty much dismissing them not wanting to do it after working too hard that day and it being layne's birthday and immediately changing the subject and leaving so the band couldn't even argue about it. and i got the feeling what the manager said wasn't even true he just made it up because the interview person was paying a lot of money to come see them... and idk the whole thing just felt pretty gross the band members were telling me how they used to get to practice together for hours and tons of people would come to watch just them practicing and it was way better organized but now they never had time for it. and mike was telling me also how they would pressure them into doing drugs and shit but in a low key kind of way or like they would make it harder to not be doing drugs in a snake like way it was kind of really creepy. like exactly like the lil peep situation. idk it was just like bad vibes