woke myself up

6/7/2025|By lileryn

the first dream i had i was moving into this big old house and i was part of this television show were like the big reveal or actually rather the like conflict was how i was in love with my brother and i kept seeing me and him dance around (this was just random person i don't have brother in real life but i do have a big brother kink con mike) and so anyway i was going to go to bed in the dream and i was sleeping and whatever and then i got up to go to the bathroom and i was kind of scared cause i felt a weird presence but i was just trying to like do the normal stuff and it was dark no lights on in the bathroom and there were two doors in there besides the one i came in from the bedroom. and then all of a sudden one of the doors opened all the way up and then slammed closed. and i got so scared i knew there was a spirit trying to scare me. and i was like so freaked out and then all of a sudden i felt the spirit possessing me i started to lift off the ground my chest up (like laying down lifted by the chest but the limbs still weighed down but i was being lifted in the air) and i felt its energy take over my body and it had like an evil grin and was messing with me. but then it put me back down then i was too scared to sleep so i was looking in the doors and one room was just this completely dark scary space like where you keep a water heater. but then the other door (the one that had been opened) had this whooole giant closet and i realized the old owners had left behind a bunch of awesome ass clothes that were all my style, there were corsets and bloomers and all kinds of goth punk victorian clothes and it was sooo cool. and then for some reason the closet went out onto the backyard terrace and it was morning now and my mom was out there so i went out to tell her about the closet full of clothes but then i got distracted talking about the spirit scaring me and she was like oh yeah i felt a bad energy off of your side of the house lol but then later in the dream while i was doing some task i became lucid. and i was debating to finish the task first or to try to find mike but then i was like no this isn't as important as mike and also i might forget im dreaming so i forgot about the task and started moving through the house, changing my mind to make sure to stay lucid. i was like i need to go find mike! :0 and then the dream immediately made a door appear in the hallway, it was a doorway to my old dream from the last time mike and i met in a lucid dream. i went through the door and i was surprised how quickly and easily that worked. and i was walked down this spiral staircase after going through the door and there was a bunch of living teddy bears everywhere. and i felt myself just about to find mike, i knew i was about to find him but then UGHHH my fucking body WOKE MYSLELF UP!! 🙄 i felt like my arm above my head in the dream and i was like moving to make my body more comfortable and it woke me up. i think it's just too hot in my room and also i got myself too excited.... but ugh it fucking sucks i need to meet mike again so bad ToT anyway the last dream was sort of surreal there was all these pools and underwater caves but the pools were made of sand... and the sand had egyptian carvings even tho it was sand and not sandstone... there was a bunch of people there and for some reason they were playing real life call of duty?? luckily i was stuck trying to fix my goggles while that happened so i didn't exactly stumble into being part of it 😭

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