New Day, Same World

I’ve been having problems with my entire social circle for a while, and recently I’ve been having dreams where I wake up at 5 am to unread text messages where everything’s either okay now or it’s gone to shit even worse than before. The dreams are short, never more than a minute or so, and they’re so realistic they could be real, but somehow I’m always wary that they might be dreams. They always end when I wake up at 5 am for real to make the bad notifications disappear or to double check that the good notifications are real, and as usual my lockscreen is still blank.