Wired up
It smells so good. Warm, steamy, of sweat, oil, masculinity. It's quite dark; I can hear machines humming and sensors whirring. I'm strapped to a metal gurney, my arms fastened to my body, my legs spread wide. The entire wall to the right is crammed with old-fashioned computers and relays, all busily glowing and clattering. A scaly extremely masculine reptiloid sits at a control console, surveying the wall of computers and me. I'm completely wired up - wires go into my nose, my ears, my anus, the soles of my feet, my testicles, my elbows, and everywhere, including my spine. I lie perfectly still, staring blankly at the ceiling. A screen there displays cosmic messages of usefulness and obedience. The huge, very masculine reptiloid flicks switches and buttons - one click and I taste tuna, or I see a dream beach, or I get a boner. He controls my body - no, he doesn't just control my body, he's reprogramming it. Reprogramming it for usage by reotiloids. My sexual identity is shifted from "wanting" to "functioning", just like cattle, ready to be harvested, manipulatd, used, an object programmed to function. Yes, I am useful and feel perfectly good and fulfilled. I only long to lie in this reptiloid's lap, to smell him, to make him fill my mouth with his pacifier, and to drift peacefully off to sleep.
✨ AI Generated Interpretation
This dream presents a vivid and intense tableau, rich with symbolism related to control, identity, and transformation. The setting—a dark, mechanical environment filled with humming machines and glowing computers—can suggest a sense of being monitored or influenced by external forces that are beyond personal control. The presence of the reptiloid figure, often a symbol of something alien, primal, or otherworldly, may represent an aspect of authority or power that feels both dominating and transformative. Being "wired up" and restrained, yet feeling "perfectly good and fulfilled," hints at a complex emotional landscape. This might symbolize a reconciliation between the desire for autonomy and the simultaneous experience of surrendering to structure or control. The act of sensory and bodily reprogramming could be reflecting a process of change, where one's usual sense of self or identity is being reshaped—moving from spontaneous desire toward a more functional, perhaps socially or externally defined role. The imagery of cosmic messages and obedience on the ceiling screen introduces a spiritual or existential dimension, where the dreamer might be exploring themes of purpose, usefulness, and acceptance within larger systems or hierarchies. The longing to find peace, comfort, and even nurturing in the presence of the controlling figure suggests a desire for safety and reassurance amid this transformation. Overall, this dream seems to engage with the tension between control and freedom, the nuances of identity and fulfillment, and the yearning for connection and calm within an overwhelming or impersonal environment. It invites reflection on how one navigates the boundaries between being an autonomous self and being part of a larger, sometimes constraining, system.