save eminem from drugs! and grow old with him
i dreamt i was watching eminem do this cool ad/music video with this indie russian or something production company that was like anti-trump-and-israel. yess. and it was cool. then for some reason i was zooming in on his life and like i could see him as if i was a fly on the wall. and he was happy and stuff but he would keep switching between happy and sad because he liked how his life was but he also felt like he needed to hurry up and change himself and get better somehow because he wanted a real family and to grow old with someone and he felt like he wasn't being serious enough about relationships to hold a real woman down. and he felt sad he didn't wanna be like that. then it zoomed back out and i was by myself again just standing in the mirror. and then the devil appeared in the mirror and started talking to me. and he was like (if you could have anything) what do you want. and well like he just showed me all that stuff about eminem. so i was like hmm. i thought about it for a second but the one same thing kept coming to my mind. and i was like. i wanna be the woman who gets to grow old with eminem. and then the devil was smiling and he was like okay. but then he was explaining to me the only way to get it to work was to save him from his addiction. it seemed simple cause he doesn't seem that addicted on the outside and he's able to go sober for awhile but it has a way stronger hold on him than he thinks. and he was explaining it and the only way we could do it was to slowly ween him onto a higher dose of this drug that would basically kill the cravings. but we couldn't give him too high of a dose at once because we needed to get his addicted body used to it. then he was explaining though that once you get him on that high dose, it'll kill his cravings BUT, if he even has one drug for the next two weeks after that high dose, he'll spiral into a bender so bad and the combination of that and the cravings-killer drug would kill him. so i was like scrambling in my mind trying to imagine all the things i could do to make sure he didn't have any drugs. i was like on one hand i could play it cool and just ask him not to and monitor him. because taking them away might make him more tempted. but on the other hand this is a life or death situation so i need to throw all the drugs away, put a tracker on his car and stalk him at all times so im there ready to snatch any drug's out of his hand xDDD