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dreamt i finally got to go to seattle 🥹 i was just visiting i think... it was strange! i went there in a road trip. when i went there it was EXACTLY like twilight. the blue-green colors, the trees, to a T. then i realized they had just put giant movie posters up to the sky to make it seem that way. when i got past that fake tourist façade. it was still a LOT like twilight with blue green colors and trees that i wasn't too disappointed. also i kept realizing i was finally in seattle and i felt so sooo happy. the only sad parts was like it was some sort of sacred indigenous land that people were profiting off tourism. at one point we had to cross a river to get to the mainland, and i got left behind because i was a couple minutes late and didn't have enough coins. like quarters and stuff. then when the boat/tour group left me behind the bridge went out from under me and i was stuck in the water, all my coins ended up falling out from in my shirt! the indigenous people were the ones who ended up coming to save me, they were doing routine shifting of all the floating land so this was normal to them. but it wasn't like, normal overall. it was something corporations had forced them into, probably through the effects of global warming over time. i was stuck in the water for a few minutes while some of them held onto me, and suddenly i felt something touch me. i was alarmed. one of them points it out. it was this gigantic, marvelously purple and pink glowing jellyfish. there were multiple of them and they were all pretty much on top of me. they were migrating slowly in the water, minding their business. i was frightened of being stung, they looked pretty fatal. but i was fine. i even saw another person digging there hands in and playing with them. i told him to be gentle. then the indigenous people were finally able to get me out, and i had to go through a bunch of bureaucracy to get back to where i was meant to. it took a lot of waiting and asking for help. i felt bad because of the shitty way the indigenous people were being treated. basically like slaves, with no real home in nature. just the shifting tectonic plates of concrete-like land boats. no trees or anything. they were all just crowded together. some of them on their phones to try and distract themselves. it made me feel a bit bad for wanting to move to seattle so bad, but it's just where my heart feels called. they were nice to me, since i was lost. even though i was a tourist, but they didn't force themselves to seem happy or anything. but still, seattle was quiet beautiful. it was just like twilight, literally identical with blue-green atmosphere and coloring and super tall trees. it was stunning. not as much city as i thought. what surprised me though was it felt almost... celtic? old norse?? the land felt extremely sacred but also cursed, like it was a sacred land that had been used and exploited and now carried the dark energy of many souls not liking what has been done to themselves or their sacred home. it really has that old dark magic vibe. at one point i looked out upon a lake and soul dozens of shadows floating above it, like souls who had died there. it really had that dark old scotland vibe where magic was still ripe and rampant, but now cursed with industrialism and the choking out of magic and nature and exploitation of its people. it had that eerie energy and atmosphere. but the magic was still strong in a weird way