LUCID DREAM

I had a really long vivid dream. Cars and helicopters flying at crazy speeds and through trees… Jonathon Ross was in it and was making me laugh. We were sharing a room and I wanted to sleep but needed the toilet, so went looking for one, but the place we were staying turned out to be a zoo or something and people were still using it… The more I looked for a loo, the more people started appearing, then I found them and they were all out of order… I went out of the room and there was a ghostly figure running up and down the hall way… So I ran back into the bedroom to tell everyone but they weren’t bothered… Then I went to look for the toilet again and I ended up outside… It was a grassy area and it kept getting more and more busy, then I was with Tom and I think Rich G. There people being lifted up by a helicopter or something for phitos. They were all dressed in military stuff and I remember thinking that’s gay as fuck is this some kind of fancy dress party?… I was trying to get the boys and Jacob to stand still so I could take a photo of them, but I couldn’t get the camera to work properly so said to Seth give me your phone it will take better pics, but he couldn’t find it… Then there were big crowds and a guy stood up shouting that someone had fucked up the order of something, Seth stood up and said it was him and the guy shouted at him in front of everyone, so I pushed through the crowd to have a go at the guy… I made it up to him and started yelling that he’s just a child, then the guy said sorry about that but what do you think is going on here, I was confused and looked around and I went shit is this a funeral. The guy looked at me as if to say yeah, so I apologised and went back to find the boys… I found Seth and I was asking where all his stuff was and he just started throwing it round and lobbing jackets. I got really cross with him and went to pick the jacket up, but kept falling over. I thought that’s weird, I’d better check my reality and when I looked at my hand it was massive and had way too many fingers. I yelled how can this be a dream is too real! I screamed, then I thought chill out, let’s start with the dream. I looked in a mirror and I my reflection was weird, I looked like a mad scientist which made me laugh… Then I checked my hand again and thought I should make it change, I was staring at some food on a table and made my fingers extend to stab through like terminator 2… I laughed and was thinking how can this be a dream, how did I get here? Then I woke up just before my alarm. That’s my first lucid dream in ages. It was so long and vivid and I manage to maintain it for a while and manipulate my dream, but unfortunately I only became lucid at the end. I was shocked how hard the dream hit me when I became lucid though. I screamed ‘Noooo!! how can this be a dream?!’ When I became lucid and only stopped when I thought I might be screaming in my bed too. For some reason it made me angry and I had to calm myself down. It was a Sunday night and I had set no intention to lucid dream, but was absolutely knackered and was still hungover from the Saturday night drinking, so I wonder if that made my sleep deeper and more vivid. I just checked my dream pattern and it said rem sleep was low and I had woken up half an hour before which I don’t remember at all. My wife asked me if my dreams had been scary because she was awake early and said my breathing got really panicked, like the dogs when they’re having a bad dream, which I thought was interesting.