A Dream Where Two Deaths Happened And Two Friends Cried

I had a dream in which there was a girl who was crying because her friend was dead, but then that same friend surprised her, and they realised she had been in the ICU and had gotten better afterward. She had never told her friend because she wanted to surprise them, and they were all laughing afterward. Before this, there was another girl who was crying because her friend had died by suicide, but it turned out that the friend was me, alive, and I had lost the memory of trying to kill myself after waking up in the hospital. The only thing I remembered was eating something and saying, “please be kind” over and over again in the daylight on the terrace. My friend saw me and started crying even more, but she was actually my girlfriend, which I didn’t remember because of the memory loss. Me and my other friends were all goofing around, and she looked sad the entire time, and I didn’t know why.