saw this

super long like 1:19:15 video of layne in the poolrooms literally playing around in this place exactly like the poolrooms backrooms with this girl named "deilili" or something like that and this trippy friend named "open" who was recording the whole time with the camera and they were messing about and having fun " yeah... it was weird... i remember i saw a post earlier in the dream where sean was talking about you... he said "we always used to have the post wild stage dives and mike would do this crazy ikka/ikke (i don't remember the actual word i kept trying to look it up and see what it meant i assumed it meant kick in japanese but all i could find was japanese dishes* and he would yell his name or something i don't remember what exactly he said just that it was sort of like your energy that made stuff crazy and idk (he. was talking about you in the past tense) and he was also talking about you like you had always been the best of buddies and there was nothing wrong... but anyway... back to the actual party... layne and the band was there but you weren't there... " yeah... i remember i was immediately sour about that... (that i hadn't seen you in the party( especially after i'd seen the post earlier... the time was all weird in the dream because layne was still there and alive but im pretty sure you weren't... and i remember i went up to layne and i was like i don't like them anymore. and he was all confused and being a bit childish and he decided to get them to come over and tell them what i said. and they were like confronting me. and i was like. yeah i don't like either of you anymore. and i looked dean and jerry both in the eye. and they looked annoyed and they were just standing there silently like "why?" and i started to be like... "you abandoned mike... you threw him under the bus..." and just slowly just say it straight to their faces.. and layne's eyes wide ended in realization as he realized why i was being a bitch... like he had expected this all just to be something petty... and i was like "you killed him. you literally killed him." and i saw jerry's face shift as soon as i said it i saw the guilt in his eyes. but they were trying to brush it off and just be like 'that's just how he was' (referring to drugs i think) and i was like "hell no that's not just how he was. he was a rockstar. it was normal. you threw him under the bus." and they also tried to imply your death was your own fault. then i continued on about your death and what the drugs had to do with it "how do you expect someone to live after you take their choice and will away, and literally steal their passion, their reason for living, right out from under them." and they were trying to walk away from me at this point but i was grilling into them. they were trying to make excuses and i was like "how do you say someone was 'your best friend' when you literally treated him as completely replaceable" anyway, and then they were hiding away in the house party and they are hiding somewhere so they were just being cowards but then I was Laney's ride home so I was waiting for Lane to finish his shower and then I met him in the living room and we were talking and he was explaining why you know he stayed friends with the band and how he just felt like he had to keep up appearances, and even if he tried to say something, you know or break up the band, it would look like he had no good reason for it because of how everything was being painted and just the picture that was being painted, and I was a bit annoyed at him for you know still pretending to be friends with them here in the party, but I was like I understand man I didn't blame you. I was just glad you stayed friends with him and he was like I couldn't not stay friends with him. I needed him just as much we needed each other and then he was taught he started talking about random memories of what the band did to Mike and how messed up it was and how they would just be assholes to him for no reason before they were kicking him out and then then he started like viewing off and he was talking about something else he was talking about he like mention his name and I didn't hear what exactly he said I was like I was like. Can you repeat that cause I couldn't hear him over the loudness of the party and he repeated it a couple more times and every time you repeated it, I couldn't hear him, but then like I guess I kind of got like a sort of idea of it like based on the sounds he was making, even though I couldn't clearly hear him and I was like are you talking about his mom? Are you trying to say his mom's name and then he got all quiet like he wouldn't even confirm it he just got all quiet and he like suddenly just like looked dead in the eyes and he withdrew in on himself and he got like so quiet and he got this weird vibe. I don't remember exactly what he said. I just remember it was the vibe to like I don't know. I can't even remember if he said anything or not. I just I feel like he did say something it was just like one little thing it was really small, but he barely had to say anything cause I started just getting this weird vibe in the room that was telling me everything and he was saying something about how she had this weird controlling vibe and it was almost like she would try to get him to do courses and stuff courses so that he could get jobs to try to push him out of his drug addiction and like push him to be normal I guess you could say but she didn't really understand like the root of the problem in his emotional trauma, that was the root cause of his drug addiction and so there was like this whole problem with that but then I just kept getting all this vibe from the energy in this the energy in the room that she was really weird and controlling like she was controlling and away trolling controlling in a way where she was obsessive, and but she would manipulate in sort of gaslight. She was like that really weird, scary energy, where somebody can manipulate a situation to make themselves seem completely innocent and make the other person feel guilty and just make and sort of just manipulate the situation to go how they want to go with that sort of tactic and I also kept getting like this weird just nasty vibe like pretty much there's no other way to explain it besides just a perverse obsession ever since Mike was like a little kid like a baby just like there's no other way to explain it besides away a mother shouldn't feel towards her son and I just got this weird vibe from the whole thing and lane was just sitting there looking like traumatized like he been a spectator and he seen might get gaslighted, but he had no way to like help him or tell him because Mike was so gaslighted even if he tried to tell him he'd just be like no man. It's my fault. it's my faultand I was like just about to ask him. I was like is that why she put him on celebrity rehab. I was just about to ask him that but then I woke up.