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, in my dream last night I was living in some sort of farmhouse. And I have my cute little vampire fangs in, my fake ones. But then all of a sudden I looked in the mirror and all of my teeth fell out and were rotten. Replaced with rotten ones. And they looked bad. And I was sad because I'm only 20 years old, but all of my teeth are all rotten already because My parents didn't raise me to take care of myself and my hygiene. And it looks like I've been doing hard drugs and I haven't. And then... Then I saw this girl She was sitting next to a pile of mushrooms and there was a white light around her legs as she let her life force go into the mushrooms. She didn't have any legs. But then she saw me pass by her. and she got up and said she was crossing the threshold until she came into the physical world and her legs suddenly appeared again And she came over and held my hands. and asked what my name was and was comforting me because she knew I was going to die soon too. and in the dream it felt like i would die from heroin and stuff like i've been talking about, but i think it's because ive been talking a lot about my ptsd recently and figuring out i had ptsd