Whyyyyyyy what’s wrong with my head

This dream I can’t remember where I was at the beginning I was talking to a pregnant woman 26 years old about being pregnant and she was 10 weeks pregnant and looked 9 months She was worried about lying on baby but I said it’ll be fine babies move into the rib cage space if needed (not real advice) This was her first baby and she didn’t know what she was having I know it was a beautiful sunny day and I think I knew she was having a boy and mentioned bike tracks and ramps I saw it like a precognition There was a man kinda seemed bogan and I don’t know why but I was helping him tidy his home and he lost his wife in childbirth and a child there was another woman and older boy I’m not sure what the story is but i ended up feeling close to them all. I felt particularly sorry for the man and felt a sense of wanting to help him. They then played Russian roulette I remember the three of them playing around a table I remember music playing and they spun a wheel and if it landed on the gun they had to pick it up and pull the trigger It was so intense and the game went forever there were only 3 things it could land on and every time I was happy it skipped the gun I kept hoping it wouldn’t land on the man because I knew it would be what would kill him. Then it landed on the woman she didn’t seem scared she picked up the gun I left the room and blocked my ears and hid beside a bed I was also worried about the bullet dislodging and particles flying through the air . It clicked she was fine it was such a stressful event the second round was the boy and I was a mess by now he clicked the gun and again I hid and after I walked back in he was filled with adrenaline and shaking and said at that point everything went blurry and he couldn’t talk straight the near death experience really affected him m. I knew the man was next I had a feeling that the 3rd shit was the bullet I ran out and asked them all Why are you doing this when you don’t have to I don’t understand no one has to die just put it up and live I left the room and bang I returned to the woman holding him I knew it was going to happened and I remember seeing him with very faint blood and a bullet hole then after he died I understood he wanted to be with his wife I then noticed him happily with his wife and a daughter about 14 years walking in the sun together the daughter was the baby that died and he was happy mo one else could see this the other woman involved in the roulette was crying holding him as he died and I saw the bullet holes it was traumatising I woke up at 5