2 dreams one was what could've been
TW: baby š© š© š© š© š© I found a backpack with a packet of papers from the hospital and the report was that my daughter was born alive and healthy after they thought she'd be stillborn. I had a bunch of pictures in there in an envelope with all 3 of us and she looked like she was around 7 months, how old she should be. There were pictures of stroller rides, her eating soft baby food, her first 4th of July even though we didn't get to it yet. She was wearing a striped dress with fireworks and looked really happy, in some pictures her eyes were brown and others they were blue. There was a picture of her eating a cupcake, and lots of pictures but she still wasn't alive so I was confused how I had them and thought it seemed like a glitch from a different reality. I was really glad I got to see the pictures though and I sent them to my bf. 2nd dream, there was a patio with sliding glass doors in a random small room and I was drawing on them with my old friend Rosie with pencil first for some reason and then washable paint. I drew the guy with red&black hair, then we had to wash it off but the outlines of our drawings were really dark and couldn't be erased. Then we drank soda and ate fried chicken but we had to have the other door shut cuz it was dark and I guess there were monsters that would come in. Later there was a blonde girl I was friends with and my bf knew pretty well. She has either gray or green eyes and was wearing dark eyeshadow and black lipgloss, my mom was in the room too and the girl started talking about how her birthdays gonna be on the 10th...or something like that next month. We were sitting up on a half wall and she went over and sat so close to him it couldn't have been any closer and put her face right against the side of his with her arms around him saying she missed him and then was whispering so I couldn't hear. Then she turned to us and narrowed her eyes and smirked at me, she started talking alot more about her birthday party and handed us forms. I wrote my name and did part of it but then pretended I just remembered something and wouldn't be able to make it. She started getting really close to him again and I felt really mad and wondered why he wasn't moving away but I kept my cool and just waited for her to stop so I could block her out my life when we left
āØ AI Generated Interpretation
In the first dream, the theme of unexpected outcomes and alternate realities is prominent. Finding a backpack with pictures of a daughter who was born alive and healthy after being initially expected to be stillborn suggests a sense of relief and joy at the idea of a positive outcome in a situation where the odds seemed stacked against it. The confusion surrounding the fact that she is not actually alive in the present suggests a desire for a different reality or a sense of longing for what could have been. The images of the daughter at different stages of her life symbolize different possibilities and experiences that could have been shared with her. The varying eye colors might represent the uncertainty and fluidity of life and its potential outcomes. The idea of sending the pictures to your boyfriend could symbolize a desire to share these hopes and dreams with someone close to you, possibly seeking comfort and reassurance. Moving on to the second dream, the patio with sliding glass doors and the act of drawing on them with a friend may symbolize a sense of creativity and self-expression in a confined or limited space. The inability to fully erase the outlines of the drawings could suggest lingering impressions or influences that are hard to shake off. This could indicate unresolved issues or past experiences that continue to impact your present thoughts and actions. The presence of your old friend Rosie and the blonde girl with dark attributes could represent different aspects of yourself or relationships in your life. The romantic tension with the blonde girl and your boyfriend could symbolize feelings of jealousy, insecurity, or fear of losing someone important to you. The girl's behavior and attempts to draw your boyfriend's attention away from you may reflect your worries about potential threats or competition in your relationships. Overall, these dreams may reflect a mix of hope for positive outcomes, unresolved emotions, and fears about losing connections with loved ones. They could also point towards a desire for clarity, resolution, and assertiveness in navigating interpersonal dynamics and facing challenges. It may be helpful to reflect on these themes and explore how they resonate with your waking life and emotions.